Monday, August 08, 2011

Needing my bloggie peeps...TEARS


As of last week, my father’s blockages have significantly gotten worse, along with not being able to eat, sleep, etc. - for weeks now.

I just received a call that my father is in severe pain and is being transferred to a hospital a few hours away that can better meet his current needs.  I was also informed that recent test results show the radiation and chemo he went through not long ago did NOT help and that his cancer is actually worse than even my father or our family realized. Ugh.

I'm sobbing at my desk and would appreciate your thoughts and prayers to get through this work day.

Thank you.

Sophia
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  1. You know I'm here for you Sweetie~~~I am so sorry.
    Prayers for comfort for all...♥♥♥

    With Love~~
    Anne

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  2. Sophia! I'm praying for you and your Dad right now. Peace and strength for you, your Dad and family to get through this really tough time. xoxo

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  3. Sophis, I am heartbroken to hear this. I am praying for you all. Please know I am here if you need a shoulder.

    Im truly so sorry,
    hugs

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  4. Hi, Sophia. My heart is breaking for you. It must hurt so much. I'm wishing you and your family much strength and courage.

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  5. oh Sophia, I'm so so sorry to hear this,, your Dad has your love and that will help ease his pain,, please know that you and your Dad will be in my prayers,

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  6. My father suffered for 20 with Systemic scleroderma before he passed away. While I don't know EXACTLY how you feel, I know what it's like to watch someone you love suffer and not be able to anything about it. To be told someone you care so much about is dying and thinking "is this really my life? This type of thing happens to other people...not me." I also know what it's like to spend every extra minute you have, in the hospital and to have people tell you when you can and cannot see your father and when Your father is on so much pain meds and still crying from the pain and wishing you could do something. Or trying to explain why he can't leave or seeing how lonely they are. I'm so sorry your having to go through this. My religion and faith are what got me through my hard time. (I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. www.lds.org) Not sure if this helps but sometimes just knowing that someone else has gone through a similar experience or understands your pain helps. I hope you have the best day possible and know that you are not alone.

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  7. Praying for you my dear friend. Your pain must be unbearable too. Take care of yourself and know that we are thinking of you and your family here. Hugs.

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  8. praying for you and your dear father.

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  9. Oh Sophia, I am so so sorry. I will pray for comfort and strength for both of you.

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  10. Sending love and prayers your way! Hoping they keep your dad as comfortable as possible. I understand this pain, and have tears of empathy as I read your post. I am so sorry for your pain and your fathers suffering, big cyber hugs to both of you! Wish I could be a shoulder you cry on, this is so difficult to deal with alone. You can email me anytime you need to vent....I have been through it with both parents!

    Love and hugs Sherrie

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  11. so sorry Sophia, be strong. Thinking of you and wishing your dad comfort.

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  12. I'm so sorry to hear this. I'm keeping you in my heart and thoughts.

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  13. You have them!!! hugs, prayers, positive healing energy for both of you.
    dana

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  14. Keeping you and yours in my heart and prayers through this difficult time.

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  15. I'm sorry to hear this Sophia! I will keep you and your family in my prayers! xoxo

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  16. sophia,
    just got home and saw this. i am so sorry - be strong! sending hugs to you!

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  17. I'm so sorry to hear this...I am sending my prayers your way! Be strong.

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  18. (((hugs and prayers))) are coming your way! God bless!

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  19. can i tell you that it's the most beautiful thing to see the enormous love between you and your father? it really is.

    it'll be okay honey. i wish i could wave a magic wand and take away all your sadness and tears.

    you are wise and brave to ask for help, sending so much love.
    lori

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  20. Your father, you, and your family are in my prayers.

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  21. Big hugs Sophia. Sending love, healing energy and prayers your way.

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  22. Sorry to hear this - your dad and family are in our prayers.
    Your firefly sketch would be the perfect picture to hang by your father's bed, so he can see it each time he wakes up.

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  23. so very sorry sophia...praying right now! xo

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  24. It's sad to hear that your father isn't feeling well. Best wishes for him and for you in these days!

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  25. I'm so sorry to hear this. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Sending hugs your way.

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  26. Praying for you Sophia and your sweet Daddy. :( let us cry with you

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  27. Please take away the strength I call my own.

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  28. my prayers. may you both get strength and comfort.

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